Monday, 30 May 2011

Relationship Status - It's Complicated

Boy oh boy oh boy, I hate using this function on facebook.

Relationship statuses are silly anyway. I mean, I know who I'm dating, my friends know who I'm dating, everyone who matters to me knows who I'm dating. Right? So why do I have to click a button that just gets a whole bunch of people who don't really care asking "What's wrong?" Or "What happened?"

Facebook is silly. Or maybe I just don't care for gossip once I get home from school? No, that's bull... I love gossip. Maybe I just don't like fake people, and people are never real on facebook. It's all summed up in the name. FACEbook. It's where you put on a face for the people who only half know you. "Omg, we HAVE to catch up!" And then never make plans, because it was all an act anyway.

But why is my relationship status "complicated" anyway? Well...
Remember my boyfriend? The sweet one? Yeah, well it turns out that as sweet as he is, we aren't all that comfortable around each other. I can't have a real conversation around him because he's just too serious about everything. He seems to think that when I say casual conversation I really mean that I have trust issues and I can't let him into my true feelings. Hello! I post my feelings on the internet, the small drop in the ocean that they are. So, we're on a break, learning to be friends properly before we try and date again.

I'm not optimistic about our chances of getting back together after our "break" but at least I'm letting him down gently. Right?

Ah, the ramblings of a teenager. - Stupidity.
Cara... xox

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